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MyHeritage: Celebrity Collage - Roots - Blank family tree

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Long Island?

Sep. 26th, 2007 | 01:53 am

Things are different now. I think it will work out, long term. I don't know if I can be that big of a douche bag to Beth and break the lease here. Fact of the matter is, after one year here in Atlanta I am still not happy. I'll never feel like I belong.

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Aug. 9th, 2007 | 03:24 am
mood: confusedconfused

You broke my heart. :(

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Snip snip.

Jun. 29th, 2007 | 11:55 pm
mood: blankblank

I cut the ties. It's over.

I don't feel hate. I don't feel angry. I felt disappointment. I felt hurt. Now, I feel nothing. It must have been a long time coming.

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Touching meeee, touching yoouuuuu....

Jun. 3rd, 2007 | 11:29 pm

I'm watching the Sox/Yankees game and feeling very homesick. I can smell Fenway. I miss the heckling. I miss singing "Sweet Caroline" with 38,805 fans.

I'm coming home soon. I'm also getting a new car tomorrow, assuming the mechanic doesn't find anything wrong with it. :]

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Mythology of one's self.

May. 21st, 2007 | 12:46 am
mood: blankblank
music: Ohia // The Lioness

I don't know how I'm feeling,
I dont know what I'm feeling,
I don't even know if I'm feeling!!!

I'm functioning, but my brains not.
I need stimulation!

He's so far away
& the phone depresses me.
Voices but no bodies.
It's just not fair.

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May. 21st, 2007 | 12:21 am
music: Brand New

Goodbye to sleep
I think this staying up is exactly what i need
Take apart your head
Take apart the counting and the flock it has bred

Goodbye to love
It’s just a ride that will push you
Up right against the wall
Take apart your head
Chew it up and swallow it

(Does everybody really need to know everyone?
Do you really think you're really a part of it?
And is your army really one of some thousands?
And will you declare war on the loony bin?)

Goodbye you liar
Well, you sipped from her cup
But you don't own up to anything
And you think you will inspire

(When I arrive will God be waiting and pacing around his throne?
Will he feel a little Old Testament?
And will he celebrate with fire and brimstone
Yeah, I admit, I am afraid of the reckoning)

Take apart your head
Take apart the demon up in the attic to the left

Take me, take me back to your bed
I love you so much that it hurts my head
Please say, "I don't mind you under my skin
And I’ll let your bad parts in. the bad parts in"
When we were made we were set apart
But life is a test and I get bad marks
Now some saint got the job of writing down my sins
The storm is coming
Here is your storm again

Goodbye my love
You wait right here, and they will come and pick you up
I've been on pause
But I’m shaking off the rust
I’ve lost my charge
I've been degaussed
I've been degaussed
I've been degaussed

Take me, take me back to your bed
I love you so much that it hurts my head
I don't mind you under my skin
I’ll let the bad parts in the bad parts in
Well, you’re my favorite bird and when you sing
I really do wish that you would wear my ring
But no matter what they say, I am still the king
The storm is coming
The storm is coming

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Will I ever get to where I am going?

May. 17th, 2007 | 10:55 am
mood: complacentcomplacent

SO, I have no idea if I want to do graphic design any more. I may just be frustrated with it at the moment. I don't understand how to use Adobe Illustrator, and I have to do a big project with it. Everyone else seemed to "get it" right away. When I don't grasp the concept of something right away, I get very aggravated and discouraged. Mom says it's because when I was little she used to immediately come to my rescue when I wasn't understanding something.

In psychology I learned that is what you absolutely should never do: come to the rescue. By rescuing someone you are keeping them in a child or victim state. What my mom did, without realizing it, was program me to throw in the towel and wait for someone to help me.

I realized this a long time ago, and I still have trouble changing that about myself. However, since I have started this psychology class I have realized I've paid attention in every single class. It's very interesting, and I'd love to take more classes. I have a great teacher, Dr. Willard. Maybe this is what I am supposed to be doing? Not sure. I would hate to change schools AGAIN. I am so indecisive.

In my computer class, the project we have to do has us 'tracing' over a photo of ourselves to make it look like a computer illustration. When I was searching for a picture, my computer teacher walked up behind me and complimented my photo. She asked who took it, and when I told her that I did she said, "Oh, I didn't know you were a photographer!" When I told her that I wasn't, she asked to see more of my photos. She said, "For someone who has never taken an actual photography class, these are very impressive."

I thought about that the whole way home. What if I took photography classes? There's so much room for improvement, and if my work is already impressive than imagine the possibilities. It's definitely something that I've always been interested in. Maybe I could just minor in photography. It could come in handy with the graphic design, for sure.

I met with the school councilor yesterday. I'm hopeful that she's going to be able to help me without throwing medicine down my throat, like all the others. She's easy to talk to, and I really think she's going to help.

Talking to Nick has really helped as well. He's really turned out to be a really close friend of mine.

Alright, I was needing a break from my take home test. So, I've got to get back to that. I'm trying to be a better student. I have three weeks until finals. Time to get my ass in gear.

Until next time,

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May. 17th, 2007 | 01:05 am

Your Score: Smartypants!

Congratulations! You scored 55!

Your humor is smarter than most people's. Thank God! We need more people like you and I! If you're a girl this is especially impressive! Not meant to be sexist but guys and girls generally have very different humor!

Link: The How Smart is Your Humor Test written by mbrogan25 on OkCupid Free Online Dating, home of the The Dating Persona Test

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